[[ -` ThePain...

knowing this' me...

Me is LiPiNg
a.k.a L3v!n@; Levi
nickname: yao guai, wu gude, ba zhang, lemon head, ribena, ice cream, Levis...
15+
6B-bians '03 of FuHu4 pR!m4rY SkooL
[dǚ Yı ŵǖ Иєяď] '04 & '05
3 & 4Oners '06 & 07
of ComMoNw3aL7h S3cOnd4rY sKooL
B4dm!n7oN gUrL @ css
C4nCer
29th JuN3 1991
dolphinndogsrulzes_lp@hotmail.com


SIGNIFICANT DATES BAHX...
31/10/05 ( joined )
31/07/06 ( left )
11/10/06 ( crab gang --> wendy n amanda )
26/10/06; 01:34 hrs ( bestfriend --> kelvin )
12/11/06 ( wang badan, si misai n wu gude ) xD

FOR MEMORY'S SAKE...
1A, 2F, 3A, 4C, 5B, 6B
1-1, 2-1, 3-1, on-going to 4-1 e coming yr

[[ -` TheJoy...

knowing they are there...

Th3 p33ps Wh0 r4wKs mY w0rLd...

5B '02 & 6B '03...
s3s4me clique... (my beloved fred aka cockroach, piggy, bao bei & cat)
[dǚ Yı ŵǖ Иєяď] '04 & '05...
Fuhua & CSS 'Ch3rs...
f4n-7aSt!c gang /06
brokers' club ( karying, weiyu n me...)
crab gang ( wendy n amanda )
bestfriend -> kelvin
the 4somes... ( siqi, keng hwee, karying )
dimsum family xD si misai n wang badan =))
my dad n mum of course...^^


W!sHiNg Up0n tH3 st4rS...

improving badminton and running skills...
my pillar of strength to not fail...
learn kayaking...
blade more proficiently...
complete learning to swim...
surfing...
diving...
dancing...
karate...
friendships to last...
for ppl to be trueful to one another...
escape from reality...

[[-` e Crash Into Reality

-Thursday, January 18, 2007

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Monday, December 25, 2006

hmmm... christmas was okay bahx i gues..
heex..
received quite a no. of prez...
hahax... thanks a lot worx ppl!!
actually whatever ppl giv is okay la...
no matter the prize n such...
it's the thoughts that count marx...
=))

spent the eve of x'mas at xueni's house...
n counted down there..
den went back to mac wif kenghwee..
played some games there lo..
drank a bit of alchohol.. n exchange presents!!
nice gathering there... hehex...

den walked back to xueni's house again..
tired sehx...
but was okay afterall...
this morning the moment i reached home got to change n go out again le..
to mu gu ma's house...

liping n lihua jies gav me x'mas present worx..
surprise lehx...
didn't noe they wounld remember me..
not close to them after all..
hehex..
chatted wif liping jie...
n she was super nice n sweet...
as i was like super piggish today... =X
she offered her bed for me to slp..
hahax.. of course marx..
ppl by the nam eof liping are nice!!!!
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
like me... xDDD
lolx... bui paiseh sia...

=.=
went to get the prez that i left behind yesterday from wendy..
den receive prez form peggy also...
peggy like super cheerful today lehx...
wierd...
hahax...

end of story...

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Thursday, December 21, 2006

hmmm... saw some photos n a malaysian forum kelvin showed me jus now...
which is where i got my new insights of this floods due to the rain...
didn't realise the situation is so bad in malaysia nia...
perhaps cos i don't watch the news bahx...
=xxxxx
read bout some places are w/o power n water supply...
n roads completely blocked off...
so they are like totally isolated lo...
help n food supply can't get to them...
imagine suffering in the dark n cold....
plus the hunger...
n mostly wif lots of their family overseas le...
so pitiful nia...
especially the old n the young...
read that the flood water level in some places reached till like the window on the first floor of some houses le...
quite high le ye...
think i'll find myself drifting in the water if i were to live there...
n i'll probably need a life jacket soon...
or ppl will really hav to visit me wif choc le...
haix...
so pitiful..
somehow hav this feeling that the world is ending soon...
jus anytime...
w/o warning...
so scary...

kind of glad of the sunlight previously yesterday...
at least i feel safer under the sun den in the storm....
haix...
pray that those ppl in malaysia will be safe n sound...
n get through this ordeal...
haix...
jia you!!
gambatte!!
xDDD
god bless them...

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Saturday, December 09, 2006

hmmm... a brief on for today bahx...
ice skating was cancelled off cos nobody's coming...
so met up wif karying, wendy, wayne n siqi in je..
wayne's right leg was in a cast..
or is it left leg??
nvm... hahax...
bless him... take care worx...
xD

rot in je lo..
tried sneaking in kpool but unsuccessful..
we recorded a remix of many songs...
titled LWKS...
but the first one was better bahx i guess...
2nd was a bit messy le..
hahax...

went ginza wif wendy...
hopefully can see garfield...
but he was only working in the morning today..
sobs... so no luck lo...
nxt 2 days opening though...
hmmm...
on the bus back... saw a man came up the upper deck...
thought of Mr Chng...
den indeed...
when i went down... took a look n it was him...
hahax... shock sia... so zhun...

nice... =))

chatted on phone wif siqi for an hour at least...
in the morning...
touched on some topics...
memories came back...
suddenly felt a bit 感慨...
hahax... felt like crying lo...
talked bout garfield's leaving...
den heard from her that he told marshall..
that the reason he went off quietly was...
so as to not create too much of a dramatic reaction marx...
those 哭哭啼啼 n stuff... so that we won't be too sad...
=((( that i really cried le...
haix......................................

it would be nice if we could all have an item...
that would remind us of the f4n-7aS7!c G4n9 '06...
for christmas...
that would be nice...
=))







~能放下，能忘记，或许也是件好事，始终幸福。。。~

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Friday, December 08, 2006

woohooo...
xD
on wed i went back to the new sch to help mrs ng-tan wif the setting up of chem lab...
quite fun la...
but was damn tiring after a while...
hahax...
cos we had to peel off the labels, clean n wipe wif ethanol...
for around 200 over beakers...
beakers of diff sizes...
n material...
hahax...
wif cindy, ailing, waikhit, n jiarong...
den we saw some juniors slacking lo...
while we are hardworking there...
hahax..
mrs ng treated us to canadian pizza...
heex...=))

den went to naz's house wif wendy n mariah..
on the way went lot 1 also...
met mariah there marx...
crapped a lot at naz's house..
her house style sia...
so nice lo..
haix....
i wan double decker bed...
hmmm... main purpose to fix her com lo...
den eunice joined us after her dinner...
yeahheh...

den the thurs suppose to go sentosa play volley de..
den weather was super bad...
den a lot noth going liaox...
kirst was unwell... siqi not coming out... den fahmi n melor needa wait till afternoon den can come..
hahax... we were w/o ball also...
sobs...
sean was the only one who made it to habour front the meeting place..
lolx..
me n eunice waited at je for wendy...
in the end sean called...
den sort of blamed us lo...
for telling him last minute...
when we knew it last min too..
lalalax..
in the end the whole thing backfire lo...
hahax...
den we lot 1 kbox instead..
fun la... cheewei joined us too..
i was damn tired n fell aslp sometimes there..
=XXX
evening went taman to play bball...
plus a bit of volley also...
hahax..
not bad la... get to exercise a lot...
hax..

today went training...
i was late though...=XXX
miss phoon said to us all...
nxt time late mus copy 10 code of conduct...
n i was like... opps..=X
hmmm in the end i tio 5 lo...
nvm la... who ask myself to be late...=XX
met up wif wendy for lunch... wanted to catch a movie...
but didn't hav the suitable time slot...
went imm de post office also...
okay la... blisters n muscle aches...
lalalax... blissed...=))









~unknowingly, u hav hurt me through little things... till the point i could no longer trust to confide my feelings le... the me that u see is the "me" that's on show to the others de... but nvm... 人非圣贤，署能无过。。。i don't expect anything from any one anymore...~

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Tuesday, December 05, 2006

actually intended to go kbox wif xueni on sun de..
but in the end she cannot go out..
she i went to her house instead to study...
bought sushi n bubble tea for her...
nice nice...

went taman to play bball wif wendy n siqi..
b4 that got others de but they went b4 i came...
peggy actually wanted to go de but didn't..
cos she angry??

mon fahmi tuitored siqi n i on A Maths..
actually physics too la..
but didn't hav the time...
we did the tys n stuffs...
not bad la...
hahax... at jurong bowl mac..
cos it's quiet..
but i nearly lost my way there..
hahax..

wendy joined us too to study for her exam..
den we met her again at round 5 at je for movie.
yazid joined us too... but fahmi went to work le..
we watched Open Season...
both siqi n i cried...
lolx..
some parts were really touching...
think it's nicer than Happy Feet lehx to me..

saw Mr Chua at mac...
den on the way home saw him too...
n yazid actually shouted,"Hey Chua!!"
n he turned back..
arg..
hope he don't recognise me...
hahax.

today...
went for training...
tired as usual..
saw some more seniors back..
missed them a lot..
xDD
woohooo..
den went town with wendy n mariah...
actually meeting siqi for dinner..
but she didn't want to come in the end..
hahax..
so we continue walking in orchard lo..

tml going back to sch to help mrs ng-tan...
den going to watch netball match...
hahax..






~若它就这样轻易地被摧毁了，那么或许它从来就未曾如我们想象中那么顽强吧。。。嗨。。。~

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'

-Saturday, December 02, 2006

hmmm... yesterday went out wif chean fei...
hehex... nice day..
chatted lots bout the past times...
some funni stuffs n some incidents that happened in the past...
cool...
really missed my pri sch friends lehx...
don't really get to see them now le..
some of them are like good lo..
ion the same sch...
den quite a no. of them same bus-stop de though diff sch..
so still can see one another..
hmmm... i onli get to see a few only...
sianx lehx..
den not close wif amir also though we've been in the same class for 4 yrs le...
since pri5...
hahax..

hope will get to gather together wif lots of them some time bahx...
haix...
wishing upon the stars...
lalalax...

after that met siqi n wendy for dinner...
we ate long john...
n sat in mac to chat...
crapped a lot la...
hahax..

den today went out wif siqi n wendy aagin..
hahax..
meant to wake up at 6.30 a.m n wake them up at 7...
but i went back to slp after my alarm clock rang...
den rang aagin at 7...
but b4 i started calling them...
i fell aslp again...
till 7.40a.m bahx...
woke up n realised that siqi called b4 den..
hahax..
too piggish liaox me...
lolx..

met them at mac for breakfast lo..
wendy came abit later....
n siqi ate first cos she's punching in at 9 marx...
so wendy n i study at mac while waiting for siqi to punch out at 2p.m...
managed to complete the chinese compre...
n maths lo..
heex..
den wendy n i went to eat sushi...
while siqi wait for fahmi n alvin lo...
den 5 of us went jurong bowl to play pool....
my 2nd time playing sehx...
hehex..
not very wonderful at first la my skill..
but after that okay le..
hahax...

after siqi, fahmi n alvin left...
wendy n i played another 2 games n i played a solo one...
lolx.. that solo one was crap la..
hahax..
but good training marx...
getting all the balls in..
boring though..
lalalax..

tml doing homework also..
hehex..
hmmm...
sianx lehx...
lalalax...

lolx... realised i can be quite crazy at times when i'm sad or in a bad mood..
but sometimes i'll be very quiet...
hahax...
crap la...







~ we will drift apart n lose touch one day de... it's not easy to keep in close contact... it's onli a matter of time... this i guess, u noe it, i noe it, we all noe it... isn't it? ~

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'