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[[ -` ThePain...
knowing this' me...
Me is LiPiNg[[ -` TheJoy...
knowing they are there...
[[-` e Crash Into Reality
hmmm... haven't been blogging for quite a while le... and now i'm back... yeah...
her mum called on sunday... surprised me a great deal...
i realise i still miss her ba... since she left on the 4th of jan...
i cried once again after that phone call... oh well... i'm too emotional ya...
perhaps i still need time to get use to...
i don't like this separation... yeah... i know she'll be back...
but still... haiz... it's the memories... it's hard to forget...
that's just reality... isn't it?
there are so many things in life we just can't control...
no matter how we'd like to... there's.... no choice...
wonder how he's(hers) getting on... hope he won't be too sad now that she's left...
sometimes i think they shouldn't have started since she know she's leaving...
ended up both hurt...
perhaps i'm not in the position to comment about this ba... but that's how i feel ya...
that phone call left me feeling sad for that day... lolx... fancy that for the new year...
i've finally got the chance to learn kiosk le wor... hahax... =D
that day i work super short hours la... lol lor... like only three hours plus...
but nevermind.. i went to kbox with keng hwee...
lacey actually going one... but in the end she bang seh us...
SOBS...
wayne... too didn't go after all...
in the end... we didn't have enough money... hahax... so paiseh... short of 40cents...
went "home" to get help... tee hee... marshall lent that pathetic 40cents to us...
WOAH...
so great yeah... =P
i saw him that day too...
CRAP...
didn't expect that too...
wonder how's he's problem is now...
no matter what... that full-stop is not put down yet...
things... have not ended yet...
i know he just didn't want to hurt me... ...
sorry guys... for this long entry sia...
alright... cny visiting is boring man... though i enjoy the reunion... but somehow... the adults are having there fun... but me... was just there... doing nothing... merely there for the sake of being there... lolx... sigh..."-"
intended to watch movie on monday.. in the end... siqi could'nt make it...
went on my own... but missed the showtime... lolx...
end up spending time at the kiosk lor... helping to pakage the breakfast thingy...
and wipe trays... ahhax...that was fun la...
had lunch with marshall...
but before we could eat... she had a little talking to with me...
arg... regret that lunch... still must kana scolding first then can eat...
nevermind la... she treated me... tee heex... =)
tuesday finally got to watch a movie liao...
i ask quite a few number of people... but only two turn up...
SOBS!!!!!!!
nevermind... it was nevertheless fun... hex...
we had breakfast at "home" then watch the 11.30a.m show...
I NoT sTuPiD tOo...
WOAH... quite a nice show eh...
made me cry... haiz...
the show's very touching...
but according to my definition of touchingness...
as long as can make me cry is called touching le...
hahax... =X
went to arcade after that...
sigh... haven't been there for quite a while le...
miss the games there...
and have become strangers to them le...
want to have a go again.. sometime... not during weekdays...
perhaps before or after work during saturday and sunday bax...
hmm... perhaps i'll go rollerblading at east coast before work on sunday...
feeling abit scared of the upcoming nsrs...
hope i won't be the first to fail lobby ba... haha...
wanna learn kayaking soon... with hamsater freddy...
woah... then i'll be tanner liao... heex...
haha... must go piah homework liao...
so long... ... ... =P
'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'
[[-` TheSorrow
TheLoneliness...
[[-` TheFear
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