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[[ -` ThePain...
knowing this' me...
Me is LiPiNg[[ -` TheJoy...
knowing they are there...
[[-` e Crash Into Reality
haix... wayne's leaving le... soon.. so are ah hong and miss chan... sad... hopefully can have a farewell party for wayne bahx... just don't end up in crying fits can le... hahax... like i will... yeah... ah hong and miss chan we've got something for them le... heex... all the best to all. bahx...
parting proves to be hard to stay in contact... like the same as before... it' true... it's true... sigh~
mid-yr jsut round the corner... stress... must do well... it's so the important... to me in many ways... at least first of all to stay in mac... yeah...
though i know it's important... but still it's so damn tiring... so oooo tiring... i might just give up and not study le la... haix... i'm not strong... i'm not... i just wonder if i'll survive this... well... with flying colours...
just can't settle down... don't feel like doing anything... sianx...
thinking back... time seems to have change a lot of things... really... some time ago...things would be better... or is it better now?? hmmm... but some time ago... i would still be having chinese remedial yeah... and now i'm out... just a snap of the finger...some time ago... i'll still be a passionate badmnton player... with nothing to fight and share my passion with... some time ago... i won't be in school till 7... won't be sleeping at 2 plus a.m everyday and even 4...some time ago... i'm just an innocent kiid without any idea how "disappointment" is like... some time ago... going to mac and seeing the ppl there... won't be of any feelings to me... mac is just like a place i've been to lots of times... and i'll be just like any ordinary customer... ...
yet some time ago... i won't be having the fun like i'm having now in mac... i won't know all the peeps i've known... won't know bout some food stuffs and skills.. won't have a place called my "home" other than home and school... i won't even know how to tolerate others like now... haix...
worried bout higher chinese exam now... really scared.. what if i can't finish it again...
haix...
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'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'
[[-` TheSorrow
TheLoneliness...
[[-` TheFear
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