[[ -` ThePain...

knowing this' me...

Me is LiPiNg
a.k.a L3v!n@; Levi
nickname: yao guai, wu gude, ba zhang, lemon head, ribena, ice cream, Levis...
15+
6B-bians '03 of FuHu4 pR!m4rY SkooL
[dǚ Yı ŵǖ Иєяď] '04 & '05
3 & 4Oners '06 & 07
of ComMoNw3aL7h S3cOnd4rY sKooL
B4dm!n7oN gUrL @ css
C4nCer
29th JuN3 1991
dolphinndogsrulzes_lp@hotmail.com


SIGNIFICANT DATES BAHX...
31/10/05 ( joined )
31/07/06 ( left )
11/10/06 ( crab gang --> wendy n amanda )
26/10/06; 01:34 hrs ( bestfriend --> kelvin )
12/11/06 ( wang badan, si misai n wu gude ) xD

FOR MEMORY'S SAKE...
1A, 2F, 3A, 4C, 5B, 6B
1-1, 2-1, 3-1, on-going to 4-1 e coming yr

[[ -` TheJoy...

knowing they are there...

Th3 p33ps Wh0 r4wKs mY w0rLd...

5B '02 & 6B '03...
s3s4me clique... (my beloved fred aka cockroach, piggy, bao bei & cat)
[dǚ Yı ŵǖ Иєяď] '04 & '05...
Fuhua & CSS 'Ch3rs...
f4n-7aSt!c gang /06
brokers' club ( karying, weiyu n me...)
crab gang ( wendy n amanda )
bestfriend -> kelvin
the 4somes... ( siqi, keng hwee, karying )
dimsum family xD si misai n wang badan =))
my dad n mum of course...^^


W!sHiNg Up0n tH3 st4rS...

improving badminton and running skills...
my pillar of strength to not fail...
learn kayaking...
blade more proficiently...
complete learning to swim...
surfing...
diving...
dancing...
karate...
friendships to last...
for ppl to be trueful to one another...
escape from reality...

[[-` e Crash Into Reality

-Wednesday, November 15, 2006

hmmm.. let's see what's up for today...
normal... nth exciting...
hahax... had kfc lunch...
wif kenghwee, wendy n jolynn...
had the buddy meal wif kh... =))
n also a gossip session... woahx...
gossip, yes...
that's what we did...
lao chu lots of info sehx...
lolx...

den we went library to do homework...
but i left earlier...
don't really like soft table lehx...
sianx...
can't work in the library for long w/o my jacket...
i won't be able to write after a while...
hahax.. so went to find somewhere w/o air-con...
=))

bought the remaining textbooks... den home...
n out again wif library books to return...
nth much la...
hmmm... n i bought i storybook...
one that i saw wif kh in pop the day before... was it??
yeah... that's that..
=))



wadeva... try being in this position n see how you'll feel...
i can't be siding you in front of u n siding themin front of them...
i don't wanna be a hypocrite...
i don't...

even if i tell you i went out wif her..
what would u say...
i remember u once said 'why tell me... do you think i care'
even now i tell you u also deny noeing them...
den what do you want me to do...
to tell you or to not, exactly...

n u sure i didn't side wif u once ever...
i could still remember scolding them wif u...
i don't always think what they did was right
n i don't always like what they did...

n for your infomation...
regarding the most recent issue...
i was seriously glaring right at her when they touched on it...
since when did i side wif them all the time...
n i remembered last time that fries incident...
i backed you up against her...
yeah... so much of that i've always been siding them...
how disappointing... so all those are nth i see...
hmmm... but if u really think so den be it lo...
i'm washing my hands of things le...
nth to say le...


all i can say is that...
all along i've be trueful to you...
n i noe you've been too... n i noe that was out of concern...
that's why i didn't bring it up again till you say something somewhere...
even though we've quarrelled many times...
n we've both got our shortcomings...
but whatever i've done n things that've i've given you...
were all from my heart...
like i said...
i don't do things if i hav no feelings for it..
even though things may hapen everytime...
for me some feelings won't change so easily...
perhaps... when the time when i walk out of it...




hmmm... that outing coming soon le...
lolx.. actually i'm scared to go...
i feel so out...
haix... when i can finally stay overnight...
those ppl close to me won't be...
n i can't really bring myself to enjoy there lo...
when kelly is not going...
arg... i feel bad actually...
haix... wth la..
things were fine n thought of alright...
before the foul news came... her 恶号...
crap can... it's youngster's outing lorx... not xxx's outing...grrr...
she always spoils things for everyone...
so what if she's the boss...
n this is not the 1st time le...
irritating la...
always imposes her authority over things...
wth...
like it would kill her to have more ppl lorx...
nobody ask her to stare at them 24/7...
haix...
n don't noe how she set schedule de..
nvr ask who wans to go...
damn lorx...
kelvin's not going... ( i'll miss you de bestfriend...=X )
eh is sean going??
lolx.. haix...



is it always that when things happen... everything bad jus comes flowing out... but nvr the good...
hahax... perhaps that's human nature bahx...
i saw other ppl quarrel also like this de...
hmmm...

~ things still seems to be in her control when we are already out of the way... haix... ~

'Are there any hope;
of escaping from this reality
; confusion... lost...'